In everyone's life, black days are defined in different ways.
For me, I or I can say we(me, my elder sister and mom) lost lost the pillar of our family(dad) dated 27th May, 2019 at the age of 56 years old.
At this young age, wherein still he has his To Do List pending.
The number 27th is related to so many things (i.e 27th Oct : my birthday, 27th May : Dad's death and chachu & chachi marriage anniversary, my grandfather death was on 27th Jan,..)
I was almost not at home from past 7 years, was always
outside for education and my new job purpose. I can say at this age(25 years old).
I am a person, who doesn't show up caring nature by continuously talking. I genuinely respect from inside and to my believe it is not required to show it out purposely.
The idea of having an entire life without a father - is what keeps me awake at night. These thoughts are the ones that hit me the hardest and lead me to blackness.
It kills me to think he will never know who I marry or i can never ask him also, is this my right decison ?
For me, I or I can say we(me, my elder sister and mom) lost lost the pillar of our family(dad) dated 27th May, 2019 at the age of 56 years old.
At this young age, wherein still he has his To Do List pending.
The number 27th is related to so many things (i.e 27th Oct : my birthday, 27th May : Dad's death and chachu & chachi marriage anniversary, my grandfather death was on 27th Jan,..)
I was almost not at home from past 7 years, was always
outside for education and my new job purpose. I can say at this age(25 years old).
I am a person, who doesn't show up caring nature by continuously talking. I genuinely respect from inside and to my believe it is not required to show it out purposely.
The idea of having an entire life without a father - is what keeps me awake at night. These thoughts are the ones that hit me the hardest and lead me to blackness.
It kills me to think he will never know who I marry or i can never ask him also, is this my right decison ?
