A Letter to My Dad: Love, Regret, and Unfinished Dreams

Dear Dad,

It’s been years since you left us on that fateful day, May 27, 2019. But not a day passes without me thinking of you, feeling your presence in everything I do. Today, I write this letter to express my gratitude, my regrets, and the promises I am striving to keep—on your behalf.

I still remember those days in the hospital, during your chemotherapy sessions. You endured so much pain, yet you never let it overshadow your hopes for me and my sister. Your biggest wish was to see us both succeed, to see us settled and happy in our lives. You wanted the best for us, and I regret that I didn’t create more memories with you when I had the chance due to not staying in the town. I wish I had spent more time sitting beside you, listening to your wisdom, and cherishing those moments. But life, in its cruel swiftness, didn’t give me enough time.

After you left, the world completely changed for all three of us. With Babaji’s grace, Kiran (my elder sister) is well settled now. Shlok has grown up—he is a copy of you. An intelligent boy, always a topper in his class. About Mom, yeah, you said to keep her in Vadodara, and we did that. Honestly, no one can replace you. Just bless all three of us.

There are days when I crave our conversations—the way you would listen to my worries about work, about life, and somehow, with just a few words, make everything feel okay. I miss your advice, your reassurance, your belief in me. You always had faith in my abilities, even when I doubted myself.

I hope you are at peace, watching over us with a smile. And I hope that someday, when I look back, I will know that I have lived a life that would have made you proud.

Still, there’s a little mess in life—one that I am responsible for clearing up. I know it won’t be that easy, but I owe it to myself, to our family, and to you.

With love and endless gratitude,

Your Daughter - Heena Bachani (Honey).

Bura na mano, Holi hai!

 

This picture perfectly captures that feeling—candid, raw, and full of life. A reminder that sometimes, the best moments are unplanned, the best smiles are unposed, and the best memories are made when you least expect them.

Natural Holi highlights in my hair.

 From brainstorming sessions to festive celebrations, we stand together through it all. And Holi was the perfect way to cherish those bonds—filled with vibrant colors, endless laughter, and unfiltered joy.

A team that plays together, stays together!

Happy Holi from my amazing team! 🌸🎨💖

 

                                   

My Journey at Matrix Comsec: From Inside Sales to Leadership

They say growth is a journey, not a destination. Looking back at my time with Matrix Comsec Pvt. Ltd., I can truly relate to this. What started as a role in Inside Sales has transformed into a leadership journey filled with learning, challenges, and immense gratitude.

The Beginning

On October 19, 2019, I joined Matrix Comsec as an Inside Sales Executive. The world of sales, especially in a dynamic and competitive industry like ours, was an exciting challenge. From understanding products and solutions to learning the nuances of customer engagement, every day was a new lesson.

The Growth Phase

 With dedication, consistent efforts, and the support of my team and mentors, I navigated through various roles. In just three and a half years, I earned the opportunity to lead as the Team Leader for Regular System Integrators of PAN India. This transition was not just a change in designation but a shift in responsibilities, perspectives, and leadership skills.

The Support System

Growth is never a solo journey. I am immensely grateful to my internal stakeholders, cross-departmental teams, and my amazing team members who have played a crucial role in shaping my professional path. Most importantly, a big thank you to our external stakeholders – our Distributors and System Integrators – for their unwavering trust and collaboration.

Looking Ahead

Today, as an Assistant Manager - Domestic Sales, I look forward to new challenges, bigger responsibilities, and opportunities to contribute to the growth of Matrix Comsec. This journey has reinforced my belief that with passion, persistence, and the right people around, success is inevitable.

"With every new role and added responsibility, my hair got shorter—maybe that’s my way of ‘cutting down’ on stress!" 😆

Rediscovering Myself: A Journey Back to the Old Me

There comes a time in life when we lose touch with the person we once were. Responsibilities, struggles, and the weight of time mold us into someone different—someone perhaps a little quieter, a little more guarded, and maybe even a little lost.

For years, I felt like I had forgotten how to laugh with my whole heart, to smile without a second thought. But then, something magical happened.

A trip. A change of scenery. And a special friend.

As I stood there, soaking in the beauty of nature, the sun kissing my skin, the cool breeze playing with my hair, I felt something shift inside me. It wasn’t just the picturesque views or the serene surroundings—it was the company I was in. A friend who unknowingly reminded me of the carefree, happy-go-lucky Heena I used to be.

There was laughter—the kind that bubbles up from deep within, the kind that doesn’t just escape your lips but lights up your entire soul. There was joy, the kind that makes your heart feel lighter. And for the first time in a long, long while, I saw myself again—the old Heena, the one who lived in the moment, the one who embraced happiness without hesitation.

Sometimes, all it takes is one person to reignite a spark you thought was long gone. Someone who sees you not for who life has shaped you into, but for who you truly are. Someone who brings back the unfiltered, unapologetic version of you—the version that laughs a little louder, smiles a little brighter, and loves life a little more.

To my special friend—you may not even realize it, but you gave me back a piece of myself. And for that, I will always be grateful.

This journey was not just about traveling to a new place; it was about coming home to myself. And I couldn't have asked for a better travel companion on this road back to me.

 

May be destiny wanted me to wait for the right moment, the right person, and the right adventure to remind myself of who she was all along. And now, as I walk forward, I do so with a heart full of gratitude, a soul that feels lighter, and a smile that finally reaches my eyes again.

Thank You!!!!