I'm Okay ! Or Am I Okay ?

Date : 10th January, 2019.

I am sitting at my office desk and all of sudden wondering what am i doing ? I'm doing a job, which i am not liking at all.

I keep on motivating myself by saying It's Okay ! , by saying this i get a temporary regaining of strength to get on.

I've spent so long aspiring to be strong woman. 

Strong women ... what does this mean to me ?

Strong like the women who earn their own living, live their own term.

Strong like the women who lift weights &  who turn to kickboxing.

I've not spent much time on myself. 

I'm on the way to redefine, creating new meanings of my own.

~Heena.