Until We Meet Again, Amma! A Farewell Letter to My Grandmother.

 2nd May,2021 at 10:15PM, amma tooked her last breathe and have left all of us for forever. 

She went to papa finally, it would be two years to dad’s demise on 27th May, 2021. She has struggled a lot throughout her life, dadda(grandpaa) passed away at a early age and left her alone with 7 childrens, she was never interested in education despite her father being the ‘school master’ during that very old time. She never liked to study when she was in single digit age years, hence got married when she was of 11years old. She was so obsessed to wear gold ornaments especially the gold hair accessories. She loved to make two plates with rib-bin’s as her daily routine hairstyle. All these she did shared with us(grandchildren) when we started growing from little kids.

It is really very sad to digest the fact that you are no longer with us and have moved to heaven. But, she was 78 years old. Her death wasn’t a shock to us, because we knew that it was coming. Looking at her last 15-20 days critical condition, we all kept praying to god as she was suffering a lot. 

And yet, it hurts.

My heart is raw. Everything about you will be missed, your handmade ‘Sindhi Seyal Maani with some extra lasan’, ‘Malpua’, ‘gobi aloo ki sukhi vali sabzi’,’uttarayan was her favourite festival because she loved catching the rolling kites coming from sky and to collect the thread with help of her fingers’ ...., much more...  you standing in the balcony of our old house during the evening hours, you were a great listener and had a great patience level. 

But, finally after a hell life struggles, you have reunited to grandpa and papa, naresh and Jaggu uncle. You are at your home. 

Last time we meet was on 19th March, 2021. I wish i was able to meet you very after that also. Stupid Covid situation is going worse day by day, keeping all the loved and dear ones away from each other. I hope God can make some miracle happen very soon.

Radha Soami Amma! Babaji baksho! 

Lots of Love.                                                                      Honey.